Wednesday, May 26, 2010

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you read my mind

I hate the way you’re always right

I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh

even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you’re not around

and the fact that you didn’t call


But mostly, I hate that I don’t hate you

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even once.


Okay, girls I know you have seen this movie. My favorite when I was in college and I definitely love this scene so much!



How ROMANTIC is that??!! If only someone did that for me back in college! (Yang hensem dan memikat hati ku ya!)


Okay, my point is, yesterday I was WORRIED SICK THE WHOLE DAY and was not having a good sleep, keep checking my phone for text reply or delivery report because I didn’t hear anything from JW at all! I’m so not used to that situation where I don’t get to talk to him be it Skype, MSN or text messages. When you care for someone, such feelings are bound to happen I guess. Honestly, I even skipped lunch and dinner, tried to keep myself busy because a lot of imagination came to mind and mostly worst imagination ever. Gosh! I should stop being paranoid but Piscean are like that. It’s written in the stars. Have you ever felt that way when you really care about someone? And for the first time after so many weeks that NONE of my neighbors in Barn Buddy were able to steal anything from me. HAHAH for that! So, to cut a long story short, I was in a very unstable mood and I don’t like it. Don’t you hate it when someone have such an effect on you? That he’s in control of your emotion, no matter how strong you think you are, how matter how good you are in trying to make yourself feel better? I definitely think that:


1. I am in control of my emotion

2. I am stronger (dealing with feelings not pushing a 40 passengers bus with my middle finger strong)

3. I know better


But, guess what? When feelings and love take over your emotion, everything else pretty much goes down the drain, so I guess all that I AM CONTROL OF MY EMOTION, I AM STRONGER AND I KNOW BETTER speech are pretty much BULLSHIT.


Anyways …. it’s okay now. He’s safe and sound in Bali and that crappy hotel do not have Internet (WTF?), so guess what? I’m going to Bali this Saturday!!! Well, at least plan to, we see how it goes! *flights quite expensive and lots of stop over* Airasia, it’s time to make a KK-Bali direct flight!




And hopefully JW will teach me this :


Hoping good news coming this way!



Happy Holidays People! It’s a long weekend.


Much Love, x

Saturday, May 22, 2010

If animals have Facebook account…



Do you think it will be something like this?


“Running like fuck from lions” LMFAO!

Monday, May 17, 2010

Dealing with middle aged Lao Tiko men

Lao Tiko: lecherous pervert (said Xiaxue)


I’m sure many of us girls have at least encountered this type of men ONCE in her life. Best thing is to ignore this kind of orang tua and move on but what if you’re truly honestly GELI with that guy that ignoring simply won’t do it?


I faced this problem recently but thank God it’s over. My interest to get acquainted with this man was purely professional and was hoping that it will be a stepping stone to me in my career, my plan is to work with international company, start small and slowly make it big. Plus, I think it will be a good experience even if that don’t happen. At least, you tried and you worked with some foreign companies and learn their work culture. Good knowledge and can help you get ready for the next opportunity.


But, to my disappointment that was not the case. Apparently this lao tiko likes me beyond professional and he told me that. Appreciate the honesty Mr, but I’d prefer you to keep it to yourself. I can already sense it since the beginning but I tried to ignore it thinking that I was thinking too much and tell myself “Nancy, not everyone likes you bah”. So, I tried my BEST to ignore semua kata-kata yang menggelikan itu dan psych myself into thinking “This is a good learning experience, you will learn a lot from this guy”. Which is actually TRUE kalu dia tidak gatal-gatal. Quite a nice portfolio he have and to be able to have a chance to learn from such a successful man is like the biggest opportunity that you can ever get in your life.So, why would want to miss that chance when it’s already in front of your eyes. Right? That’s why I tried my best to stick to my decision to work with this lao tiko and ignore the minor flirtation.


After a few weeks, I thought enough is enough! I can’t take it anymore. I quit! It’s NOT worth it. I quit for some many reasons:


1. I keep thinking of escape routes whenever I’m at the office, hard to focus, I’m preparing myself for what if I’m being held hostage? What should I do?


2. I texts up to three people of my whereabouts and the address of where I’m going, which I don’t do when I go and see other people. “If you don’t hear from me 3 hours from now, I’m in trouble.” I became such a paranoia bitch. P/S: I completely MIA when I went to see JW months ago. Which means, I feel safe with him. So, I didn’t text my little bro and close friends of where I’m going cos I didn’t want to be found. Haha!


3. It’s one thing to deal with a middle aged lao tiko man, it’s another thing to deal with a middle aged lao tiko man who thinks he’s GOOD LOOKING and ATTRACTIVE when all you can see is a T-REX in front of you. Oh Mr, you are so NOT George Clooney, I can assure you of that. Even if you think you are him, you’re NOT. Please, get a mirror and see for yourself. What makes you think I’d be writing this hate entry about you if you REALLY do look like him. I’d probably quit my job and move in with you and follow you wherever you go. Get it?


4. I became this girl who talks about her boyfriend EVERYTIME she get a chance. It was my subtle way of saying “Look, I’m with someone so I am not interested”. Well, even if I’m single, I still won’t be interested anyway! But yeah, I became the “my BF this, my BF that”, “oh, my BF did that too”, “you know my BF bought me bla bla bla”. It’s Spongebob Squarepants level of annoyance. And, that was my goal. So that, he will stop complimenting me about everything. But, guess what? NOT working! Like shit….


So, after careful consideration and confirmation that I am not being perasan that he’s all over me, I decided to quit and stop answering calls and messages after I did one job for this lao tiko man. I know that pretty rude but I can’t stand it!


Oh yeah, and I took Emergency Leave today because of some silly reason. I can’t find my car keys. Idiot!


Much Love, x

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Little Birdie fly all the way from Melbourne…

to tell me that I MIGHT be seeing my John this WEEKEND!


I’m excited and but don’t wanna jinx it by talking too much about how excited I am. See how it goes, I don’t care when as long as I get to see him soon!


That’s all for now.


Much Love x

Monday, May 10, 2010

Eye Candy found!

Sorry, this is some crappy and short entry before Staff Gathering at 12 noon. I promised myself to start on a diet / work out regime for 2 weeks before my holiday. Yes, its very soon. Passport drama settled. Yay!

I just stumbled upon a hottie on the Internet, I don’t know who he is but me likey him! Readers, do you know who this guy is? Obviously an actor or model but what’s the name?


Bone_Deep-344-large I think he’s cuteness overload!

“I wanna do bad things with you!!!”  - True Blood intro song.

On other matter, I love this song and I love those jackets!!! Membuatkan I terasa jer dengar lagu ni. Cis!

Imagine John and moi on ZX14 with those jackets!! Super hot lar! I know I’ve been talking about this John Doe for quite some time now. Not ready to post up pics in here. But if you happen to be my friend in Facebook, I think you already have a clue.

Alright….this is ZX-14 or famously called Kawasaki Ninja ZZR1400

silver 07 zx14 sportbike

If all goes well, will be able to afford this very soon. Fingers crossed. And also if all goes well, gonna throw a party down at BED bar, you’re all invited of course but first things first, pray that this good thing happen and not just a hope. Arghhhh! Tolong la..

On another note, I am happy to announce to all who have been patience enough to bear with my ramblings and obsession and fantasy on some certain asshole who in previous life was a Greek god, that… I AM OVER HIM. OFFICIALLY. What a heartbreaker! But, I’m over it. Thank you to all of you for your patience to deal with me going through this phase. I finally recovered from this obsession.

Okay la, enough rambling, will post up a new interesting entry very soon, editing pics can be such a pain in the arse.

Much Love, x

Monday, May 3, 2010

Lagenda Budak Setan

Hari ini adalah hari menulis blog dalam Bahasa Melayu. Para pembaca sekalian, harap maaf jika ayat-ayat di dalam blog ini terlalu skema dan membuat anda rasa segala bulu roma berdiri ketika membaca. Ini kerana saya tidak pandai menulis dalam Bahasa Melayu rojak walaupun saya selalu bertutur mengikut ‘slang’ tersebut ketika berkomunikasi dengan rakan-rakan sepejabat (it’s a sense of mockery to that slang and we were not trying to be KL-ian)


I guess my attempt to write in Malay will take me quite some time to finish this entry. So, I decided to stop and write in a language that I am comfortable writing in. English! Yes, yes, most of us are too westernized but we are not Malays and I can speak Dusun very well so stop judging!


So, probably a lot of younger generations have no idea what this Lagenda Budak Setan is. But, those my age and are book worms will definitely know about this book, even if you didn’t read it. It was a BEST SELLER way back when and I am very sure that every girl in my class read this book. It’s a classic. I remember my friend, Capri was so engrossed in reading this book, she finished reading it in a day!! And it’s a almost 500 pages book. That got me interested to buy that book so I did! And although I didn’t finish reading it in a day but it was a good love story, I can say it’s the same level with The Notebook and Dear John. But, even if I found it sad and interesting, my favorite book from this author Ahadiat Akashah was not Lagenda Budak Setan. My favourite was Pilot Cafe! Readers my age (if any), still remember that one? Anyways, I bought a lot of his books back then. Untuk Semua Gadis Yang Pernah Ku Cintai was also one of them.


What inspired me to post this entry is that I was checking the showing schedule for Iron Man 2 when I saw ‘Lagenda Budak Setan’ on coming soon category in that website and it brought a smile to my face and thought “they made a movie, finally!” and I searched for the trailer on YouTube so here it is:




I am quite dissapointed with the choices of actors. Farid Kamil and Que Haidar??!! I guess Farid Kamil is quite acceptable but Que Haidar??!! Siapa bah yang rasa dia hensem ni? Hah?  Kalau saya la si Ayu kan, dari awal lagi bah saya tau sudah sya tidak mau kahwin si Azmi oh. My choices of Kasyah and Azmi would be:


1. Ebi Kornelis




2.  Azwin Andy




3. Awal Ashaari (to play Azmi in the movie)



The choices of actresses is not so bad. I think they can portray the beauty of the girls in LBS. Sebab, kalu kamu baca tu buku, ko akan imagine muka durang kan macam Greek goddesses lagi ni so the actresses the chose for the movie is acceptable la.


I am so excited to watch this movie because it brings back college memories. How wonderful it was being a student. Students believe me, you will miss college years once you start working, it might feel like hell now being at school but it’s double hell being at work. And thing is you always gonna feel like you are underpaid when you were not. LOL. Well, thats grown up for ya. Never satisfied. Always wanting more but I guess that’s normal. When you stop wanting more and achieve more in life, there’s something wrong.


Ok, back to the movie. I’m not expecting it to be as good as it is in that book but I keep wondering how will they summarize over 10 years story in to a  1 1/2 hour movie. I hope its good, and one thing I wish is to watch this with my two friends Capri and Ida. I’ll drive!!!! Hehehe.


Membuai jiwa, meruntun perasaan, mengundang ceria segala suka duka terhimpun di sini. adakah senyuman yang tercipta atau airmata kesudahannya? hanya Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya. . . Lebih satu dekad Kasyah mencipta cinta. Dari lelaki yang tak pernah kenal erti kasih sayang. . . dia menjadi pencinta agung. Dia tabah mengharungi apa saja. . . demi sumpahnya mencintai Ayu sehingga ke akhir hayat. Setulus manakah agaknya cinta seorang lelaki yang pernah dilabelkan sebagai budak setan kerana kenakalannya di zaman persekolahan? Namun, berjayakah dia menyunting Ayu menjadi permaisurinya? Akan bahagiakah dia? Mampukah dibuktikan pada dunia. . . cinta adalah segala-galanya! Cuma Ayu yang punyai jawapan itu. Dan, Allah sebagai penentu! Dan, siapakah pula Katerina?


Much Love, x