Monday, June 28, 2010

Need You Now

Today is a very emotional day. Last year I got a chance to celebrate his birthday in KK but I chose not to. How I wish  I can turn back time Sad. Now he’s thousands of miles away from me, all I want is to be with him. Again, damn why no direct flight to Bali?! I sent a birthday care pack to him earlier in the day and what a pain in the ass it was. But, it’s worth it.


Okay, that’s not the only emotional thing that I’m feeling right now, my brother composed a song dedicated to my mum and made me cry. I’ve heard it few times and still it didn’t fail to make me cry. Can’t share the song here cos it’s not released yet but I think there’s no harm in sharing the lyrics. Probably not as sad if you don’t know the story behind it. But, I know, so it made me cry and mellow for tonight.


Leo L. Okala – Oi Ina


Nosusu oku id pomogunan

(Ku di lahirkan di dunia ini)
Pinosukod om pinagayo nu

(dibesarkan oleh mu)
Pinamanganon, pinosikul

(___________, menyekolahkanku)
Kinosusaan nu au milo gatangan
(Kesusahan mu tidak ternilai)


Baino nosukod oku nodi

(Kini setelah ku dewasa)

Monilombus diti koposion ku
(Meneruskan kehidupan ku)

Monoguang onu nopo ih abantalan

(Menempuh apa saja di hadapan)

Sundung poh tuh osungulunan oku

(Walaupun bersendirian)


Ogumu ih nawayaan ku

(Banyak yang telah kulalui)

Oomis, opoit om ongorit
(Yang manis, pahit dan perit)

Ogumu boros oh koruol tunundu
(Banyak kata-kata menyakitkan)

Nga au ku popion id ginawo
(Namun,tidak ku simpan di dalam hati)


Oi Ina, id koupusan ku
(Oh Ibu, yang ku sayangi)

Sundung poh tu miagal diti

(Walaupun begini keadaan)

Kada potongobo ino ginawo nu
(Jangan bersedih hati)

Misonong tokou doh tohuri tadau
(Kita kan berdamai di akhir nanti)


Sorry, that’s a direct un-poetic translation into Malay. But, to those of you who understand Dusun, it’s beautiful, right? This is truly a song from the heart. How I wish things were different. But it’s not. It’s just the way it is. God, I surrender to your will. Here I am again all teary eyed writing this entry. And I heard a line from the movie “The Last Song” that touched my heart.


“ Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love but that doesn't mean you love them any less, sometimes it even make you love them even more.”


Nicholas Sparks never seems to fail to touch my heart.




It’s a sad sad Monday people, at least for me.




Much Love, x


I love you Daisy,Jacynta,Joanne,Pruan,Ronald,Dewina,Eric,Victoria,Genesis,Ivan and Adriana

Thursday, June 24, 2010

I say Yes to World Peace

In 2008, my friend Jonay awarded me with a UBER AMAZING BLOG Award.




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Two year has passed and now two hotties above awarded me with another blog award. Not 1 but 3 Awards!! Imagine my surprise when I found out about it. I feel like crying like a Miss Universe. Smug


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They awarded me with these awards:


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So, here’s my award accepting speech: (Hahahaha)


“Oh My Goodness!! I thank you all for reading my blog, especially the two beautiful ladies who awarded me these awards for believing that my blog is interesting, and that I am beautiful and gorgeous and is worthy of an award! From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much!! And keep reading please, I promise to post more interesting entries in the future”

Speaking of entries, like I said before, I have more than 5 interesting ideas to post as my blog entries but due to constant laziness of yours truly and the time consumed to edit pictures to convey the message and add busyness at work to that, I always end up posting crappy entries that I am NOT proud of.


So, the rules of the Blog Awards are:


Say ‘Thank You” to the person who gave this award


Pass on to 15 other blogger friends who deserve this award


Share 7 things that people don’t know about you


I’m passing this award to these 15 awesome bloggers! I exclude the ever gorgeous Tantinny and Cynta who awarded me these awards.  Hot (Just cos you already have it) Hehe.


P/S: To these awesome bloggers, I hope you don’t mind I took photos from your blog. Just trying to make this entry interesting and well presented.


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Erina ~ G|U|N|A|Q|Z

Florida ~ Treasured Memories

Jessica ~ Pretty.Dirty.Mess

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Dewina  ~ Another Step of My Life

Elsa ~ La Vida Es Bella

Danelyn ~ Danelyn’s Life

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Magretta ~ Surat Ari Endun

The Lady of Sholat ~ {I.A.N.A} baby Purple!

Pixie Alex ~ I Am What I Choose To Be

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Freaky PinkLady ~ A little bit of everything

May Lee – Stop and Smell The Roses

Tom Rungitom ~ Rungitom Life

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Sweet Wiskies ~ Enjoyable Life

SotChai ` Where the addict screams

WhiteLily ~ It’s Meant To Be Like This


So, there goes the awesome bloggers that I think deserve the award!!  On to the next part of this entry, 7 THINGS THAT PEOPLE DON’T KNOW ABOUT ME. Hmmmm….where do I start?? I definitely have more than 7 but I’m trying to think of 7 interesting unknown facts about me (at least to some people).


1. Crazy love for Fuschia Pink!


Yours truly is easily attracted to anything in Fuschia Pink. Nothing against other colors but when I see things in Fuschia Pink, that normally make me wanna buy it. Even the BF is aware of this and he bought me a Fuschia Pink colored Stila products for Christmas which I loved very-very much! Some of my stuff in Fuschia Pink …


2. Obsession on shoes


Some of you know about this and some of you don’t. To date, I have give or take 130 pairs of shoes, nothing expensive la but who needs expensive when you can get a cute/sexy shoes for RM50 – RM100 (I rarely buy a RM100 shoes), right? The most expensive shoes I ever bought was a Eclipse shoes which cost me RM150 and the highest heels I have is about 6”. Why shoes collection? It’s because it’s whether you are thin or fat, your shoe size remains the same. I wish to post a photo of all that shoes here but I’m sad to say that 80% of that shoes is still with my ex, so I don’t know if it still exist or thrown out, which is sad if it is. (Would love to post of photo here but unfortunately at the moment, most of my shoes are in my car, will put up photo after I angkut all of it naik third floor Open-mouthed)


3. I am a computer GEEK


I am trying to beat the stereotype tech nerd/ geek look. When we talk about computer programmers / network engineers or IT support, normally people would think that these people wear thick glasses and wears Star Trek / Star Wars T-Shirt, either overweight or extremely thin (for guys) and for girls, awful hair style, thick glasses, horrible fashion sense , basically a season 1 Betty Suarez.



“ Wikipedia describes the nerd girl as a stock character who wears eye glasses, dresses unfashionably, wears pigtails (and other little girl items like mary-jane shoes and knee high socks), is shy and socially inept and either overweight or gangly. More recently, they sometimes have a passion for social justice (see Simpson, Lisa) are feminist or post-feminist (see Granger, Hermione) or come up with the piece of knowledge that enables the plot to be resolved (see Velma from Scooby Doo). And sometimes, just sometimes, they get a makeover and become kinda pretty albeit in an awkward way (see Willow from Buffy the Vampire Slayer).”


But wait…more on this article: Batting Eyelashes

“But that's not what nerd girl 2.0 looks like. The new, tech-savvy, sci-fi loving nerd looks more like a cheerleader than a mouse: this week's Newsweek introduces us to the new nerd girls, "they're smart, they're techie and they're hot."”  ~Vanessa Richmond, MSN News

I’d like to believe Imma Nerd Girl 2.0 Big GrinWinking 


Why I like computers? Even tho its annoying most of the times, there’s good money there. It’s really awesome earning around RM6000 a day just by training people on basic computer application Red heart but, only happens if you know the right people – if you’re on this side of the world, in Western countries, opportunity come knocking on your door! Open-mouthed So, all in all I DID NOT REGRET I chose this field even if it’s a VERY UNGLAMOUROUS job. No way, you would wear something like this to work: Disappointed 


But, I always try my best to look fabulous at work altho I can’t be arsed to do it everyday. Doesn’t happen that much but at least I try Wink. And no need to repeat it, previous entry was about drooling over (selected) hot tech guys. So, I love GEEK world. The people and the technology it creates. Just wish I contribute something to this field that I love so much!



4. Animal Lover (okay, scratch that I guess, I don’t like ALL animals, I only love cats and dogs specifically)


In my Windows Live Writer draft I have a draft titled “Tobey Lidi”. I intended to post an entry about this since months ago but never really go to it. For those of you who just recently follow this blog or stumbled upon it randomly, you might think that Tobey is a human. But, Tobey Lidi is no human at all. Fact, Tobey is a dog. Our family dog back in Tambunan. Well, to be accurate, he is my dad’s dog and best friend when he was still alive.  I think this passion for animal runs in the family but I’m only gonna focus on my passion for cats and dogs.


I have this habit of taking pictures of ANY, if possible ALL dogs or cats that I see whenever and wherever I go, even on holiday. Tongue out I’ve got pictures of Filipino dogs, Thai cats and dogs, Balinese dogs, Malaysian dogs which John categorize into one single category: THE ASIAN DOGS. Smile. Some of stray cats and dogs piccies.


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Another habit is to stop and pet the stray animals. So, when we were in Bangkok and Bali, whenever we pass by or a dog pass us by, the default word coming out from John was “Don’t touch it!”. Happy or “ uh oh doggie, better run away, she will dognap you” or simply just drag me away from the animal cos I couldn’t resist the urge to go and pet the dog or at least say “hi puppy, what’s your name?”. And I don’t mean that as a joke, I really do ask the dog it’s name. One other weird thing that I love to do whenever we go back to Tambunan is to count the dogs we see along the way. Normally, it’s around 90 over dogs. Counting starts from Kasigui. Big Grin As for cats, I do love cats too but not as obsess with it. I love this picture of me with a ‘cat’ the most:




5. Reading every fucking road signs / billboards out loud when in the car – especially if not driving.


I don’t know why but I notice everything around especially road signs, billboards and signboards. And I tend to read it out loud. Strange. But then, it’s also good because I can be the human GPRS because of this. To add some humor to this, because of this habit, I see things like this: (I didn’t Photoshop this, SERIOUSLY)



It pays to be observant. Hahahahahaha.



6. I can make realistic dog’s bark and cat’s meow. Even the cats and dogs bought it. Rolling on the floor I always do that with our pets and it’s fun to see the curiosity on their faces. GOLD!


No explanation needed on this one.


7. I was a DIE HARD Feminin and Spice Girls fan.





Proof that I was their NUMBER ONE fan:


I bought ALL their album (cassettes) back then.

I cut my hair short to imitate As Feminin when I was in Form 2 Embarrassed

I have boots because Feminin wore it back then.

I sang Untuk Mu everyday out loud and imagine that I was As Feminin

In Spice Girl, I am Baby Spice. I wanted to be Sporty Spice tapi my pembuli friend sudah booking dia Disappointed and she scared the shit out of me. Nailbiting

I bought the Spice Girl’s Impulse Body Spray and  very proud of it. Tambunan don’t have it, so need to go to KK to buy it. Jadi..banggalah I di kalangan teman-teman.

Saya berabis benci kumpulan Res2. (Saingan Feminin time tu)

I think Wonder Girls copied Feminin. LMAO! Check this out:



Look at that fashion, that was my 1995 Christmas fashion, top to bottom! Maksudnya, dari rambut sampai la ke kasut tu. Blushing. Bukan baju saja. Wish I still have my pictures for that.



And, here’s another humiliation for myself. Lelaki yang paling ku minati pada zaman remaja ku ialah:



A.C. Mizal


I did sent a fan letter to him using that sampul surat berbunga-bunga yang wangi

Dont tell anyoneDohI dont know



Those are the seven things that people don’t know about me. It took me few weeks to finish this entry. I hope you guys enjoy reading this entry.


P/s: Am I the last one to know about this Peterporn thing? Hahaha. I am so freaking outdated. I think that inspire a future blog entry. Sex Tape – Why It’s NEVER a good idea - just let the Porn Stars do what they do best. Whistling

That’s all for now. I better start doing some work. It’s almost 10 p.m.!


The boyf is eating tacos, mad jealous! (If you happen to know a place that sells Nachos/Tacos or Burritos in our fine city Kota Kinabalu, please let me know, okay?)  But then, I’m having twister and cheesy wedges – I bet he’s jealous of that too! It’s probably sickening that I mention him in my blog post almost every time recently but bear with me, he plays a big part of making me happy at the moment and I can’t hide it. I mean how can you NOT love someone who send you this when you feel down:


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Much Love,

Not worthyx